02.04.10
Faulty Sight
“How hard it is, inwardly to accept what defies our understanding; how great is the temptation to feel ourselves at the mercy of blind chance; how sinister the way in which mistrust and resentment steal into our hearts at such times; and how readily we fall prey to the childish notion that the course of our lives reposes in human hands! And then, just when everything is bearing down on us to such an extent that we can scarcely withstand it, the Christmas message comes to tell us that all our ideas are wrong, and that what we take to be evil and dark is really good and light because it comes from God. Our eyes are at fault, that is all. God is in the manger, wealth in poverty, light in darkness, succor in abandonment. No evil can befall us; whatever men may do to us, they cannot but serve the God who is secretly revealed as love and rules the world and our lives.” -Dietrich Bonhoeffer
Quote taken from a letter from Dietrich to his fiance published in Love Letters from Cell 92.
02.01.10
Roosevelt Versus Reagan
This is my summary of an article published in Imprimis. You can read the original online. (Yes, I am eating my words about long blog posts!)
This article contrasts two views of the American government, one which seeks to provide security by whatever means possible and one which strives to preserve the freedom which is set forth as an inalienable right in the Constitution. The former view is articulated by President Franklin Delano Roosevelt, while the latter is President Ronald Reagan’s opinion of the proper function of the American government. There is great difference in these two views. Roosevelt presented a New Deal. Reagan felt that the old deal, the one in the Constitution, was the right plan for our country. The question posed by the author of the article is whether Roosevelt’s or Reagan’s American government is the right one today.
Roosevelt most clearly articulated his ideas of an administrative state in his Annual Message to Congress which was given as a fireside chat on 11 January 1944. At the time of the address, the U.S. was engrossed in World War II. When Roosevelt looked to the future he saw one goal the U.S. should pursue. He summed up this goal in one word, namely “security.” His definition of security for Americans went past physical protection. It also reached into the more personal spheres of life. He said of his goals for attaining security, “It means also economic security, social security, moral security.”
Despite the fact that this security is not a Constitutional right, Roosevelt felt that through the country’s growth, it had become right for the government to be responsible for providing its subjects with economic, social, and moral security. Roosevelt proposed that having a job, a home, health care, and other things were American rights to be granted to citizens by the government.
Roosevelt wanted equality for all men, an idea expressly proposed in the Constitution. Roosevelt had turned the Founding Fathers’ idea of natural rights on its head, though. The Founding Fathers believed that each man was given equal rights because they believed each man was created by God. This belief did not mean the Founders expected all men to attain the same standard of living. Though all men are created equal, some men are more motivated than others, more intelligent, or more skilled in an area of work. This means that the outcome of a man’s life is not a right bestowed upon a man at his birth. The writers of the Constitution knew that a government can only protect rights which naturally belong to all men; it cannot grant rights to men.
By outlining entitlements for the American people which were not natural or Constitutional, Roosevelt devalued the Constitution and snatched true rights from the American people. Rather than acknowledging that the first right expressed in the Constitution is the right to be the governing authority, Roosevelt subjected Americans to be under the government. With “We the people” being the group who formed the government, the Founding Fathers began the Constitution. Roosevelt’s government began forming the American people, rather than the American people forming the government.
It was this change that Ronald Reagan addressed in his Inaugural Address following his first election. Reagan felt that the cost of the government proposing and ensuring rights beyond those natural rights stated in the Constitution was a loss of freedom. Reagan spoke about the government’s role in the economy and expressed that when the government steps into the economy it is not only affecting and controlling the economy but the people, also. Reagan, in a speech he gave in 1964, proposed that “those who would trade our freedom for security have embarked on this downward course,” which he defined as “the ant heap of totalitarianism.”
Reagan saw that the self-government proposed in the Constitution is the only way to obtain true freedom for Americans. Freedom and rights are not to be given by the government, but protected by the government. These were the ideals Reagan spent fifteen years fighting for. Upon seeing that society had been turned away from the idea of self-government, Reagan refuted this opinion by saying, “If no one among us is capable of governing himself, then who among us has the capacity to govern someone else?”
Roosevelt supposed that the country and the American people had changed in the time since the writing of the Constitution, such that the Constitutional values were no longer enough. Reagan knew that human nature has not changed since the Constitution was written and will not change in the future. Therefore, those values expressed in the Constitution are the values for freedom even today.
01.26.10
It’s the little things.
I had a great day. Nothing spectacular happened, but several good things happened. The combined events of my day made it seem spectacular. First off, I got a real parking spot at school. That’s the first time this semester. It was still a hike from my class, but I was in between two yellow lines. And I wasn’t in front of anyone’s home or trash cans.
Next on my list was switching from intermediate level Spanish to introductory level. I got that done in a snap and along the way I picked up the transcripts I had requested. I even ended up having time to use the restroom before heading to my first class, which was Spanish. The class went great and I felt so much more comfortable than in the higher level class. Then the class got out early to top it off.
That meant I had time to eat lunch! I enjoyed my sandwich in the sunshine on the way to geology. After geology is psychology. I didn’t get to finish my reading for psychology, but the lecture only covered the part that I had read. After psychology I have an hour and fifteen minutes before my next class. In that time I managed to do all the homework I have due tomorrow. But that was at the expense of reading my government material.
In government we covered the chapter I had read and did not move past that, so I wasn’t behind after all! It just seemed like so many things went right today. I am grateful for easy days because not all of them go that way. God knows what I can handle, though, and he has never pushed me past my limits before.
01.24.10
Striking a Bargain
After quitting my job and vowing to myself that I would not start looking for work, I found myself dwelling on my insufficient savings for college. I have no intention to plunge myself into debt to get this degree. I don’t want to worry about paying on a student loan for far longer than it would take me to spend the money. And for another thing, that can be a deterrent for prospective husbands. Just sayin’.
So I schemed up a way to put myself a little closer to my goal of paying cash for all of my tuition and books. No one likes to feed the horse. Angel is her name. I call her “Babe” often, though. That’s odd. There’s a wee little barn mouse who makes himself known every once in a while. He is only encountered near the horse feed. Some have sworn off feeding the horse ever again after spotting the little guy.
I figure it’s not that bad, though. He’s quite frightened when he hears me and runs away from me quickly. Also, he probably likes cheese, which means we have something in common. I offered to feed the horse, so that others wouldn’t have to continue quibbling over whose task it should be. The bargain was that I would feed her until she gets “fattened up” enough so that we can sell her. My condition was that I would get the cash we get from the sale and put it directly to my schooling.
It seemed like a good deal to me. I even have my own pair of rubber boots now. In the first picture I was still wearing the ones I found and stuck my foot in. In the picture below I am wearing my own shoes. My outfit is well matched enough to wear to Wal-Mart. Don’t worry, y’all. I didn’t. But it’s a dandy of an ensemble, isn’t it? In case you needed some humor, I’m offering it at my expense. This is my horse feeding gear.
Now that I think about it, I suppose these pictures could be a deterrent to prospective husbands, too! Oh, well. Any decent man ought to appreciate the lengths I go to in order to be frugal! It’s not like I’d wear my rubber boots on a date.
01.20.10
First Day of School 2010
1. Free Chick-Fil-A for breakfast.
2. Sat in wrong classroom for first class.
3. Got out of first class very early.
4. Moved car after discovering I was in front of someone’s trash cans.
5. Ate lunch in car.
6. Spent $316 in book store.
7. Couldn’t find geology classroom.
8. Found geology classroom.
9. Went to Starbuck’s because class let out early.
10. Drank Caramel Frappucino and read geology textbook while enjoying the breezy day.
11. Enjoyed psychology.
12. Found out I have to buy a new government textbook.
13. Skipped government lecture because the instructor said I could.
That’s my summary of the day. It was better than I had hoped. I was afraid I’d be sick all day, but I managed. The only downers were having so much time in between classes and having to buy textbooks that I thought I had taken care of. There wasn’t anything I could do about that, though. So, I’m not going to worry about it. The semester has begun. It’ll be over before I know it.
01.18.10
Left Speechless
Everett. The kid leaves me speechless. He and I ran a few errands today in a borrowed vehicle because one of our errands required a truck. As soon as I began driving Everett began to give his commentary. “Do you know that you’re not safe? Because, you’re supposed to get buckled before you turn the car on.” (Yeah. How many of us do that?) I found a rebuttal to this remark. “Everett, do you have to criticize everything I do when I’m driving?”
Just seconds later, as I was pulling out onto the road, Everett said, “Whoa! You can’t gun it like that! You gotta remember this thing’s a 2500!” (Do you have a rebuttal, Ms. Reid?) Nothing. What do I say to that? Where does this kid come up with stuff? I might add that I was driving none too fast, so this remark was unwarranted. Necessary? No. Comedic? Yes. That’s Ev.
01.17.10
“Are you ready for school?”
When I was a wee lassie, sometime in my preschool years and maybe a little after that, I had an educational computer game I liked to play. The “people” in the game were mice and with these mice I learned things that were supposed to help me be prepared for kindergarten. The game started with a school bus driving up and a song playing. The only words I can remember to the song are “Are you ready for school? Are you ready for school?” The mice sang this song.
I hadn’t thought about this song in years, but I remembered it the other day. Since then I have thought about it a lot. I’ve asked myself, “Are you ready for school? Are you ready for school?” Whether I am or not, school starts Tuesday. But the answer to the question is, yes I’m ready for school. I’m excited about my classes. I enjoy studying and learning. I like to feel productive. And I like the sense of accomplishment I feel at the end of each semester.
I’m taking more hours than I have so far and I’m a little nervous about that, but it’s what I want to do. I’m quite excited about school. I’m ready to face this semester one day at a time. More than that, I’m ready to enjoy this semester one day at a time.
01.15.10
One Day at a Time
“Only by living the present to the full can we remain receptive to all that will and must happen in the future. Unless I do that–I notice it again and again– I lose my gratitude for the past and the courage to face the present.” –Maria Von Wedemeyer in Love Letters from Cell 92
The Sun Rises
As I write, the sun rises in an overcast sky, casting pale light on my surroundings. The sun will continue to rise and shed light and warmth on me until it begins its descent into the west. I can’t see the sun that’s covered by clouds, but I know it’s there because I can see everything else. As I go about my day I will take the sun for granted simply because it’s always there. It will guide me as I drive. I’ll read and write by sunlight. The sun reminds me of God’s faithfulness.
In another place the sun is rising over the ruins of a disaster. As the temperature rises the stench of death spreads. There’s a man trapped in the rubble who can’t see the sun, but he can feel the day growing warmer as each breath becomes more difficult to find. The sun feels like an enemy to him. It’s going to suffocate him if he doesn’t get out soon. A woman pinned underneath what used to be a home wakes to see through a crack in the wooden prison bars that the sun has taken its place in the sky. Last night as she drifted to sleep she had wished that she wouldn’t see the sun again. She’s trapped under the destruction and would rather die than live another day in this dungeon.
The relief workers sweat as the sun assaults their work. They will clean wounds by the light of the sun. The sunlight will help them find people who are trapped. As they work, they will fight tears brought on by the sight of the damage and of death. They will find the strength to smile at children and comfort weeping mothers. The sun over Haiti is a reminder of God’s faithfulness.
01.14.10
Common Grace
My favorite cereal.
The warm sunshine.
Afternoon coffee.
A book to read.
Hot showers.
Cool breezes.
Babies’ smiles.
Little boy laughter.
Pink tulips in the grocery store.
White flowers in the church foyer.
A moment to breathe.
What a good God!


